Well, we look at Joel, all we can say is "Ang Gu Gu", although he responded, but we don't know what he's talking about.
Then we think, "He must be very lonely." And we decided to have another baby.
Strange enough, Joel has been acting quite differently recently, when he wanna sleep, he would make a lot of noise, even with his eyes close. We suspect because he knows mummy is going to have a baby, and he scared we ignore him.
I'm very happy, very enthusiast, very thrill, because I am going to be a father "again". And now, I know I have to work harder.
And with what we've been through, we know that with a newborn baby next year, and a 1.5 year old Joel. It will be more difficult than it is now. Well, again... We are very happy, very thrill, very enthusiast.